what is the truth?

I just watched a documentary called Loose Change regarding the 9-11 attacks...I'm so sick to my stomach right now that I seriously feel like I'm gonna puke!!

Over the years I've heard some conspiracy theories flyin around about what they thought really happened but I didn't believe any of it because I based my opinion by what I saw/heard from our government and the "media"...this film however has rocked me to my core!!!

I was near the end of the film when my Dad came in my office and the look in his eyes was something I'll never forget. He started talking to me about it but I could barely speak because the lump in my throat was so huge and I was fighting back tears.

After the initial shock, the first thing that hit me was...

Was my President and Leader behind this??
or
Was it the other members of my Government??

I have so many questions as to who and why
but I choose to believe that my President was not behind this!

But even deeper down in my heart...
Who and what do I believe and trust in???

Then I open my e-mail to read Today's Word from Joel Osteen...

Follow the Leader

Today's Scripture

“God is with us; He is our leader” (2 Chronicles 13:12, TLB).

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria

Who or what are you following today? In other words, who or what has the most influence in your life and on the decisions you make? Do you make choices based on what the television news says, or what someone in your family says? Now it’s not wrong to get other people’s advice, but what you allow to influence you becomes your leader. When you choose to make God your leader by following His commands, you are making a declaration with your actions that God is your leader! When you go forth in God, following Him as your leader, nothing can stand in your way! God has promised again and again that He will never leave you nor forsake you. He is a good leader and you will never be alone when you’re serving Him! In the Old Testament, the people would not go into battle without knowing that God was with them. They knew that they would surely fail if they went into battle alone. Is there an area in your life that you need direction? Follow your Leader. Is there a decision you need to make today? Follow your Leader. As you submit yourself to Him, He will lead you down paths of righteousness and peace. He will lead you into victory in every area of your life!

A Prayer for Today

God, thank You for going with me and leading me into victory day by day. Thank You that this victory can start today as I constantly rely on You. I repent today of following any other voice and submit myself to you in everything I do. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

HOW PROFOUND IS THIS???